I
was always very afraid to be in that bedroom alone - day or night, because I always felt
like someone was watching me. And, of course, it certainly didn't help any when my
mom decided the only way to get us to shut up and go to sleep was to tell us if we didn't
be quiet the boogy man in the closet would grab us and pull us in. You know whose
bed was right next to the door opening...mine, of course. I was terrified that
something would reach out of the opening to grab me and pull me in. So I was
extremely quiet, except for the few times I was threatening my sisters because they
couldn't shut the heck up and go to sleep.
I
always made it a point not to go into that particular room alone. I couldn't seem to
shake the feeling that someone was always right beside me or behind me, and at times I
actually thought I saw someone out of the corner of my eye. It spooked me enough to
make me never be in that room alone very often.
Years
had passed, and I was now about 11 or 12 years old. My uncle was staying for a few
weeks to help out, so we made the enclosed porch his bedroom. Everyone was
downstairs watching TV when I noticed my mom out of the corner of my eye carrying a load
of clothes upstairs. (She would normally place the basket on the stairs for us
to carry up) I waited for a moment, and then decided I would go talk to her.
I
got up off the couch, and scanned the room; everyone was so absorbed in the show they
didn't even see me get up. I walked up the stairs, noticing that the lights weren't
on in the bedroom or in the hallway. At the time this should have told me something,
but I didn't really give it any thought. I got to the top of the landing in the
hallway, and walked through it to our dark bedroom on the left.
I
thought Mom just probably wanted to scare me. Yeah, like she knew I would be coming
up there. I stood in the middle of the bedroom trying to get my bearings as to where
she was in the dark. I kept turning around, scanning the darkness, trying to see her
before she could grab me and scare the living daylights out of me. I decided if I let her
know right away that she wasn't going to frighten me, she'd turn the light on. To
this day, I don't actually know why I didn't turn the light on myself when I entered the
room; I guess it's like those stupid movies where we watch where the person walks into a
dark basement after hearing a noise, knowing full well that they won't be seeing the light
of day.
As
I stood in the dark, I could feel her close by. I could just barely make out a shape
in the pitch blackness, turning as quickly as I could, but never quite catching her.
"Mom, you're not scaring me - I know you're up here, I saw you come up the
stairs," I told her as I tried to mask the fear in my voice. If she had grabbed
me then, I probably would have wet my pants. "Mom, if you think you're scaring
me, you're not." I repeated. "Just come out. I am not afraid."
Behind
me, I heard a low, almost growling sound. It wasn't like the sound a dog would make;
it was just different. "Mother, I know it's you. Just come
out." There was a short silence, and then the sound began again. I kept
turning, trying to see her shadow, and at times in the dark I thought I had, but it would
disappear. The low growling stopped and started, and I could never figure out in what
direction she was standing in. I thought she must have been quietly circling around
me, so I couldn't detect where she was. "MOM! Once and for all, you are
NOT scaring me! I KNOW it's you!"
Silence
again for a minute. And then I heard something so terrifying, I thought I would
die. I heard my grandmother talking to MOM downstairs. But, how could that be,
when Mom was up here with me, trying to scare me? S***, and scaring me she was,
too. I was about to freak, but my petrified mind was telling me that if whatever was
in the room with me knew that I was afraid, I wouldn't get to leave alive.
I
slowly walked towards the hallway so I could get to the stairs before whoever was up there
with me decided I wouldn't be leaving I think that the hardest thing I ever had to
do was to make my feet move as casually as I could. I managed to get to the doorway
in the hallway, and as soon as I saw the stairs, I made a run for it. I actually
don't think my feet hit the stairs; I KNOW they missed the last three steps, because I
fell flat on my chest in front of my Dad's chair. "What the hell are you
doing?" Dad yelled. I think that I really scared him. Hell, get in line!
I
jumped to my feet and scanned the room. Everyone was there, except for Mom and
Grandma; they were talking in the kitchen. That was totally impossible. I knew no
one had made it down those stairs before me, unless they were beamed down. I ran
into the kitchen and asked Mom how long she had been downstairs after she had taken the
clothes upstairs.
She said, "What
clothes? Grandma and I have been in the kitchen cooking...
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